Friday, March 8, 2013

Not Many Pictures? What is life?

So, I'm sorry for not updating since September guys, I've been a little busy, and honestly, kind of been using my sister's blog as a template, and seeing that she hasn't posted, meant I didn't do it either. That doesn't make sense, but at least I'm back. And now, I have a lot more to blog about! 

I don't even remember if I'm using the same font, but oh well. Arial looks better. 

So, uh...let's see..

This is the new year. No, I'm not trying to quote any song or singer, but I'm just saying. It's 2013, the world hasn't ended (thank God), and it seems like...well...life just may be at ease. 

I've been really busy this winter with being a student director of my school musical...


And that's basically been taking up most of my life, besides schoolwork. But that's okay. 

Over the half of the school year, I've learned quite a few things (well, besides the whole deal on atomic bonds and figuring out what equals x...eighty-three hundred times...). I've learned that...friends aren't that faithless. You can learn to trust them, little by little and step by step. All you need is that heartfelt smile and gentle hand to help you up. 

Remember my last post, a few "centuries" ago, and how I said this was gonna be a good year? I haven't changed my mind, this is still and will be a good year. Relationships and friendships have been tested to the core, and as I sit here on my snow day writing this, I've come to the verdict that, maybe the friends you thought you knew, weren't really your friends after all. The friends I've made this year, though older and younger than me have proven themselves unbelievably worthy and I've grown to see and understand something even my once best friend wasn't able to grasp. 

I quote George Washington. "Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence". That has been my motto for almost all of high school, and will still continue to live that way through college. Freshmen and sophomore year has really set me on a trial run, and it wasn't until junior year when I was finally able to experience it on the tracks, and find my way past the fakes and the assholes. 

I got nothing to worry about now...socially, that is. I have my friends, I have my best friends and I have my surrogate brothers and sisters. As one of my older "sisters", told me in one of her heart-to-hearts, "You can only count on your best friends. Everyone else is acquaintance". I know who my best friends and my real friends are. I know who'll stay and who's more inclined to go. 

No one is a natural psychic here. No one can predict the future and change it from happening or really fix the past. All anyone can do, is hope for the present and pave their own way to life. 

Don't give up...just keep on chasing pavements. 

You never know what you might find on the other end of the road. 

love and peace and ducksauce,
Vivi